Friday, December 10, 2010

Yah I want to be like that!

December 10 – Wisdom What was the wisest decision you made this year, and how did it play out? : I believe that would be my decision to start Regular Auxiliary Pioneering.  It has helped me find a calm center in a chaotic life.  It’s become a touchstone.  Whenever I have thoughts of worthlessness or despair I can say "no, I did good here!" this helps me find my equilibrium, providing an emotional step back up neutral.  

I feel a sense of accomplishment and peace I have been missing.  An underlying awareness that I am back on track.  Its also forcing me to face my scheduling “claustrophobia” work through it.  In keeping with embracing my erratically consistent nature if my schedule does not go as planned just like with diet and exercise I’m working on not wallowing in guilt and self hate doing my best to pick myself up, dust off and reroute and move forward… 

"As Water flows humbly to the lowest level. Nothing is weaker than water, Yet for overcoming what is hard & strong, Nothing surpasses it.


  1. Congratulations! I'm so proud of you. (I'm sorry I keep forgetting to check in with you over here.)

    Guess what! I've got news. I am quitting my job and am going to Ecuador for 3 months!!! I leave January 31st! I can't believe this is all really happening.

    Miss you & love you lots!

  2. Great, Emily! Wonderful news. You're gonna love it!

  3. That is wonderful Eese! What city are you going to be staying in?

  4. I'm flying into Guayaquil and staying in Manta on the coast. :)

  5. If you get a chance to visit Cuenca and or Quito you really must oh and Banos all beautiful. The areas you are going to be are coastal the ones Im recommending are mountains they are like a whole other world! Keep me posted if you have time I would love for you to write me from there!

  6. The sister I'll be staying with says she does often go visit in the mountains, so I'm sure I'll be going, too. :)
    Yes, I'm adding you to my list right now to be sure you receive any updates I write! ;)

  7. Eese I lost your journal *sob* can you email me the info again?

    (sorry I'm so disorganized)