Yah I want to be like that!

December 10 – Wisdom What was the wisest decision you made this year, and how did it play out? : I believe that would be my decision to start Regular Auxiliary Pioneering.  It has helped me find a calm center in a chaotic life.  It’s become a touchstone.  Whenever I have thoughts of worthlessness or despair I can say "no, I did good here!" this helps me find my equilibrium, providing an emotional step back up neutral.  

I feel a sense of accomplishment and peace I have been missing.  An underlying awareness that I am back on track.  Its also forcing me to face my scheduling “claustrophobia” work through it.  In keeping with embracing my erratically consistent nature if my schedule does not go as planned just like with diet and exercise I’m working on not wallowing in guilt and self hate doing my best to pick myself up, dust off and reroute and move forward… 

"As Water flows humbly to the lowest level. Nothing is weaker than water, Yet for overcoming what is hard & strong, Nothing surpasses it."